Dear Comrade,

As you’ve probably noticed, there’s not much happening on this site right now. I’ve decided to park it for a while as I work on building a new one, something much simpler, more useful, and more aligned with the kind of things I actually want to share with you. But also the truth is, this site has been a real pain to maintain. It’s been expensive, clunky, and, honestly, emotionally draining at times. I’ve never really talked about it before, but I invested a lot of time, energy, and $$$ into this space that made it hard to let go. I kept holding on because I didn’t want all that effort and agony to go to waste.

But lately, it’s been such a hassle just to log in and make simple updates, I’ve realized it’s time to move on. That said, I’m holding on to the domain for now while I figure out where the new site will live.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the pressure artists and musicians feel to run polished, commerce-driven websites. It’s exhausting, and I’ve done my best over the years to resist that pressure. I had a website long before social media even existed, and now with all the platforms out there, everything feels scattered. All I’ve ever really wanted to do is make meaningful art, create music that resonates, and remind people that creativity is essential to life, not just an add-on, but part of how we navigate the everyday.

I’m in a period of deep introspection, both creatively and personally. I’ve hit some new walls especially when it comes to getting the support and resources I actually need. But I’m not a quitter. I know it’s just time to rebalance, and starting fresh with a simpler site is one small step in that direction.

The new website will be minimal, and focused: no unnecessary bells and whistles. Just a place to share what I’m working on in a way that feels real and sustainable.

In the meantime, you can still find me elsewhere (I’ve left X/Twitter in protest). I’m doing my best to share when I can, in a way that doesn’t feel forced or performative. 

There’s so much more I could say, but for now, just know this:  I truly appreciate your support and encouragement as I keep walking this art-life path with all its ups and downs. I will try to update at least this page monthly until the new site is ready.

You can also still follow updates at Constellation Records .

This is a lifelong journey. I have a ton of gratitude for all the amazing moments past and coming. 

With deep thanks,
Yours in creativity,

Matana